I used to think I was lazy or there was something wrong with my brain, but now I realize I just wasn’t walking in my calling & didn’t truly care for what I was doing. When it comes to making music, I can remember melodies & ideas I’ve had from 10 years ago, down to the minute detail & the emotion I was feeling while creating it. I have like 3 albums worth of music planned out & how it’s supposed to progress from each one to make a continuous story. If you judge a fish on its ability to climb a tree, it’ll spend its whole life thinking it’s a failure.