I am reckless with my soul
Broken and defeated by the things I can’t control
I have given up so many things
for a hope when I die
that these heaven seeking promises weren’t lies
O' God of mercy you have told me I could put it in your hands
Do you really think I can?
And if I had everything I want, would I keep falling down?
Would I keep falling down?
So here I am learning to cast aside all of my desires
all of my desires
I am restless in my soul
stealing their affections trying to fill an endless hole
I have cried alone so many times
cause I can’t feel your love
I remember when you used to be enough
O' God of mercy so they tell me I can put it in your hands
Do you really think I can?
And if I had everything I want, would I keep falling down?
Would I keep falling down?
So here I am learning to cast aside all of my desires
all of my desires
So are you even real
or am I afraid to feel?
Scared of what I’ll find
that when I cried to you, called it true
In the end, will it be that I wasted all my time?
But with all these doubts I’m offering to leave it all behind
And if I had everything I want, would I keep falling down?
Would I keep falling down?
Would I keep falling down?
So here I am learning to cast aside all of my desires
all of my desires
Going to lay it down
lay it down
lay it down
lay it down at your feet
Yeah, I'm gonna try