Sleepless nights
Too scared to close my eyes
Unaware of what I might find
I wake up fighting to breathe
I’ve become so empty and cold
Not another day can I take
This guilt and shame
How long until I break?
I’m running out of time
Wasting away
I’m losing the fight
I know I need to change
I’m falling further everyday
God I don’t want to live
My life afraid
Could I survive because I’m confined
Will I ever make it through
My heavy heart is sinking deep inside
It’s like I am buried alive
Drowning in a pit of frailty
I’m screaming, rescue me
I’m running out of time
Wasting away
I’m losing the fight
I know I need to change
I’m falling further everyday
God I don’t want to live
My life afraid
(Living my life afraid
Keep living my life afraid
Keep living my life afraid
I can’t keep living)
My life afraid
I’m running out of time
Wasting away
I’m losing the fight
I know I need to change
I’m falling further everyday
God I don’t want to live
My life afraid
I’m running out of time
Wasting away
I’m losing the fight
I know I need to change
I’m falling further everyday
God I don’t want to live