I question what I'm worth
I question what I've done
The choices that I've had to make
Weren't always the easy ones
I've learned to live in doubt
'Cause I can't see past right now
I hope this cloud above my head
Will soon fall to the ground
Why am I running from all my yearnings
Could this be it or just a warning
How can I believe
In something I can't see
I need to be shown that there's
Shown there's proof of
The One that loves us
But it's so hard to see it now
I hear the door open
Then footsteps creepin' in
I've never been as scared
As I am right now
The truth is that I'm weak
If it's me He came to see
There's nothing I can do but hide
And hope He can't find me
Oh, god, here He comes
I feel the room darken
There's no escape for me, I fear
This may be the end
The air is thinning, could I be dreaming
I open my eyes, the room is empty
How can I believe
In something I can't see
I need to be shown that there's
Shown there's proof of
The One that loves us
But it's so hard to see it now
There is something more for me, but can I find it
I've searched for so long, but come up empty still
There's no ground left to dig in, no stone left unturned
I feel so helpless, left and abandoned here
There's no way You still listen, my prayers fall on deaf ears
